Artsii 4evah

http://youtube.com/watch?v=tD5WlQ54Sg0

  

This is a pic from the VERY FIRST TIME I smoked pot. We went to the school dance, on April 12th 2003.. and had this rediculous picture taken. LMFAO!

 

Graaaaades!!!

 I just got a speeding ticket on my way back into work from lunch. $130, 78 in a 65. grr.

1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen (funny ones) songs that come up and add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Label the ones that actually made you LOL

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1. Modern Myth ...in my pants (30 Seconds to Mars)
2. Angry Chair ...in my pants (Alice in Chains)
3. La-La Means I Love You  ...in my pants (Delfonics) (<3)
4. Take Back  ...in my pants (Green Day)
5. Last Time Lover  ...in my pants (lol!) (Spice girls) 
6.  Good Morning Beautiful -  ...in my pants (deftones)
7. 2 wicky  ...in my pants (hooverphonic)
8. Ecstacy  ...in my pants (yeea lol. everyday!) (rusted root)
9. One Man Wrecking Machine  ...in my pants (Guster)
10. Chicago  ...in my pants (Sufjan Stevens)
11. Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts  ...in my pants (Artic Monkeys)
12. Johnny Poo Poo Pants  ...in my pants (lmfao) (Group X)
13. Make Me Smile  ...in my pants (Chicago)
14. Intro  ...in my pants (Outkast)
15. Float On  ...in my pants (Modest Mouse)

Just got back from Faslube. Apparently, my car is burning oil. Great.

I thought this one was The One. The One that would be worth puting new brakes on and having the belts changed, etc, and now... I may be wrong. 

Why can't I get a nice car... just once? :(

Just something told me ti was time to update. Not a whole lot going on... I mean there always is.. but it's usually the same. A man and I both said "Thanks" at a door, even though I was clearly the one who held it open... I wonder if he thought about it as much as I did, as being odd.

I've been reading short stories at work. I also just bought a book called The Highest Virtue about the Russian revolution or something, I dunno yet exactly. Looked semi-interesting and it was only $.50.

Roger and I have been doing fairly well. We have some times when I am soaring on his love, and others when I feel a little suppressed by it. Well - surpressed isn't the right word. More like.. confused? I'm not sure exactly. I also feel like I'm inferior because I don't clean as well (fucking artistic laziness.. haha), and because I don't always "phone home" when I should, apparently. Everytime I go out, I fuck something up. But I am more than extra superduper willing to work everything out, because the GOOD definately outweighs the bad.... I love him. =D

Going to Marysville tonight to try and make some extra money. You know TeleperformaScruge isn't gonna pay us til the 24th at 10am. Bastards. I still have some things to buy! *pout*

Anyone wanna go to Philadelphia in mid Jan?

And by joint I mean joint... either way you're thinking!! Me and Alli are combining our birthday parties into One-Monster-BASH!!! It is going to be an awesome crowd, an awesome fucking party. This will be the best party you ever even thought about attending! C'mon, ~JELLO SHOTS IN 5 DIFFERENT FLAVORS!~

SO COME, BITCHES! ^_^

When: Saturday Night, 8pm!

Where: My crib on Oak St in the C-bus. Call 937 578 8772 for the exact addy.

Why: Cuz you know you wanna RAWK as hard as we already RAWK!

For more details, visit the party details at my facebook events page!


 

 Well, I have been kind of neglective to my livejournal. I always feel like when I'm being neglective of lj, I am being neglective of myself. I dropped two classes this semester, and am just barely passing a third. I went through a spell there where it was so hard to get out of bed, and I really was just soo unfocused. I was sure I don't want to graduate from CCAD, but I think I am feeling a little better about things now. I just scheduled my classes for next semester, and I have a full load (which has caused me to drop/lose money for the past 2 semesters, blah). I think it will be better because the classes are NOT in the morning. I want to become a little more involved with my art, and I really don't want to move away from my family yet. I am going to change my minor to Art Therapy, from photography. I think that will give me a little more purpose in redeeming the f-ing diploma I'm paying so much for. I'm not sure what I would do with that career, but we'll see down the road, won't we?

just watched the finale of season 2 of Weeds, and godamnit, wow. ...


wow.


yea, like tomatoes, lol.

Merci Veronique pour la nouvelle icône!

 COLBERT IS FOR REAL!

Woman, Daughters Attacked During Robbery - Marysville, OH
You'd think this shit wouldn't happen there. People in the hometown, be careful til they catch these motherfuckers!

They played the little girls 911 tape, it was heartbreaking. Where is Meadowlark Ln? I don't remember.

It's just fucked up.

Update to now? School's been kicking my butt, royally. In case some of you don't know, my dude Dan is in jail. You can read more at 

heartsexploding's journal. It sucks and I'm scared for his skinny, vegetarian ass. =( My mom's doing really well - getting around, going out a lot, I <3 her to death. (I wrote a story about her - click below) Midterms are over, and Halloween is soon. Roger is the love of my life. Capische? Buono.

My car is fine - I park under streetlights now, hah. And I got the muffler and front struts fixed. I want it to be perfect because I'm going to see my neice Chrystal in Florida after the first of the year. Alli is going with me, the drive is gonna be so fucking awesome. On a not so happy note, Chrystal was pregnant, but miscarried because she has RH- blood ! and when I asked about it, my mom, my sister, and my grandma have it and they have all miscarried. So I'm slightly worried about that now. =(  

AND I've talked to some of you about it, but I have been feelin' like it's time to have a baby! Like, 80% of my brain knows it's not time, but 20% of my woman-human-instinct is telling me I'm with the most outstanding male specimen i could want to have a child with and it's time! fuck that. It's time to chill out, you motherfucking raging mommy hormones! CHILL OUT! gawd.

p.s. When I go to Florida, I might be looking at some fine arts schools down there too. I'm not sure I wanna graduate from CCAD anymore.

 

so I just figured out my car was broken into. It couldn't have happened more than 2 hrs ago. Roger came in and said "Well, I hate to tell you this but...". All they got was some change (my whole change tray, actually). What's most violating is that I got into the car to move it in front of my apartment, and now I can smell the fucking wine-o on me. I can smell his disgusting alcohol breath and stink.

I shall shower now. And never leave change in my car. :(

I moved downtown. My apartment is sweet.

I crashed my car. My Accord is totalled.

I want a new car, but have to sell a totalled car first.  Wow.

This sucks. School statrts Monday.

I've been really busy...

Just so I can remember what to touch on later, here's an outline:

Sun - Tues. Janet came down from Ann Arbor, and we MET Rusted Root together. Then I drove back with her and took a greyhound back to Columbus. (the long way 8.5 hrs!)

Tues PM. Rogerfeel asleep and didn't wake up in time to pick me up from the Greyhound stop on our one year anniversary. Andy rescued me, thankfully.

Sat. Roger and I went to his cousin Millie's wedding, and it was extremely fun and gorgeous.

Sun. Bought a new stereo for $119.

Sun PM. Ex wife taking his children all week, miss them, but that means spending time with Bubba.

Sun PM. Cracked my radiator on my way home with my new stereo, tried to repair it but was unsuccessful.

Tues. Roger fucking fixed that shit (a new radiator!) in 2 hrs!

There's so much fun shit that happened these past weeks that I have not mentioned. I should come back in a while to tell you. But by then I will have forgotten.. fuck.

I might be back, but this is a decent update. I'm really really sorry I forgot to do somethings for some people. There were a few of you :( Please please reremind me and if I can still do it, I will.. and if I have missed a deadline, I'm extremely sorry and I will make it up to you in any way possible. seriously.

why do I always get the weird fortunes??

"Fortune Not Found:
Abort, Retry, Ignore?"

lmfao.